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Should I apologize? Was it my fault? Why am I questioning my actions and finding myself missing you more than ever.

Do I apologize for what I saw or do I apologize for addressing it?

What if I would have never said anything. What if I would have held it in. Would you still ignore me the way you did that day? Would your body language have changed before I saw it?

Your body gave it away before my heart broke.

Yet I find myself questioning all my actions and my choice of words.


Outside Breeze

I want to sit outside and listen to the wind as it whistles through my ears, yet it’s too cold outside.

I want to sit outside and inhale the night’s cool air but the temperature is mighty brisk.

I want to sit outside lay my head on your shoulder and watch as the stars begin the shape my thoughts, yet it’s too cold outside.

I want to sit out there at night with you on the bench. Away from it all. Away from them all, yet the weather won’t allow it.

I want to sit outside with you by my side, yet you’re no longer here to share this smoke break with.

Besides, it’s too cold outside.


And I will call her Aurora as she is as beautiful as the nights sky.

Breathtaking as the colors that enfold as you look up at its beauty.

Aurora is her name as she will forever be more beautiful than beauty itself.


I painted a photo in my heart of you and I.

I painted a life in my heart of you and I.

I loved and lived as working towards what I envisioned and it felt so great.

I painted a picture except, it was all wrong and full of lies.

The picture still exists except it sits further away in the darkness as it fades away.

I painted a picture.


A simple phone call to reveal it all. A few simple words to ease within.

I’m sorry.

I love you.

I forgive you.

The angst within begins to find tranquility. And the heart is calm.

I’d never want to die with pain nor hate in my heart. So, I am sorry. I love you. I forgive you.

This is to life’s hurdles….

Amor Amor


Stand still for a minute. Take it all in.

Absorb every moment like a sponge and embrace it. Breathe deep and be strong.

The stillness will allow you to see what you’re continuously bypassing. The stillness will give you all insight to a world that doesn’t pause.

Stand still and embrace the moment. Embrace and have trust.

Old Soul come here.

Old souls never die. They sit doormat until their fire is sparked again.

Old souls never die. Their love lingers through every individual that they’ve encountered. Through conversations, smiles and gestures.

Old souls never die as it is their purpose to awaken when sadness strikes. It is their purpose to rejuvenate and bring laughter and love when needed.

Old souls never die.