Monthly Archives: April 2019

If you knew…

Those little moments with you mattered to me.



You were my favorite everything.

More to It.

Your body was not what I yearned for.

Your touch was not what I was seeking.

I wanted more of your mind.

The way we could sit in silence and have conversations about the world.

The way you’d spark my mind with your intelligence.

I was missing your persona, your wisdom and your heart. Everything physical was a bonus.

But your mind was my gift.


I wrote letters about you to him.

I wrote letters about us to him.

I ask to protect you and guide us.

I spoke to him at night.

Asking to heal your heart and allow us to grow.

My letters and my words must have fallen on death ears.