Monthly Archives: December 2016

When will it happen 

The biggest tragedy is wondering when I will see you again… 

How long until I’ll get to see that million dollar smile…

I sit and contemplate strategies of how, when, and where it will happen…

I long for the sound of your voice, for moments when we would just sit in silence and laugh at what’s around us…

My biggest tragedy is always thinking about you…

With no means of communication except for one, yet no response…

My biggest tragedy is when I’ll see you again… 

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Should have known…

Should have known better….

When the final good-bye felt like he was disappearing forever.

Should have known better…

Whenever he touched you it wasn’t him wanting to, it was him feeling obligated to.

Should have known better…

When, “I love you,” became a routine word and no longer had meaning.

Should have known better….


Hold my hand 

Just hold my hand…

Feel the love through my fingers. 

How they slowly entangle into yours just to feel your love. 

Just hold my hand….

Enjoy the moment we’re just sitting here. 

Enjoy how my fingers stroke your hands, up and down. 

Just hold my hand…. 

Enjoy the love I have for you by simply holding my hand….

Just hold my hand.


Those nights…

As I quickly run to my notepad, I try to remember what he said to me. 

He said, “You’re a beautiful woman. Your energy tells so much. Quit giving it up to all these wack n*****….” 

I looked into his eyes and simply said, “I truly appreciate what you’ve said. Thank you.”

I came home and laid on my bed. Prayed and slept. 


This HEART

This heart of mine…

I want to take it right out of my chest…

Take it and shred it apart…

Not for the negative but, for the best of this world….

I want to take this heart pf mine and coat all of the cold hearts in this world..

I’d sacrifice everything to see everyone smile the same way I imagine it…

I would sprinkle it everywhere and watch as hearts begin to beat again…

As cheeks begin to blush again…

This heart of mine….