It’s as if your presence is right by my side. As if you’re watching my every step and all I fear is that I am not making you proud of me.
I fear that you are disappointed with every move I’ve made. Although I am the oldest, not having you around has messed with my head. I’ve made some bad decisions with no regrets.
I feel you watching me and I do it all with thoughts of, well if he were here he would do this. I want to do it all so you can experience it with me.
I want to show you the world.
I want you to tell me or show me if I’m right or wrong.
I need you, I miss you!