Shower thoughts….

There I stood in the shower while the steam created a fog in my bathroom.

There I stood in the shower as I felt the hot water warm my cold skin. As every drop that came out of the shower head massaged my back.

There I stood with my head held low and thoughts juggling through my mind like a circus act. Each drop beaded off my warm skin and at times I could not tell if I had tears rolling out of my eyes or it was just the water from the shower.

There I stood having my moment. The only time I had to myself and I was not sure whether I wanted to end it or allow my body to prune itself. I made the best decisions while in the shower but, as soon as I walked out reality would strike and I knew those decisions would have to wait a while.

There I stood wanting to have the ability to make time stand still. Make time stop so I could just stand in there for a few more minutes without fear or urgency of having to get out.

The shower was my sanctuary and I didn’t want to leave because I knew as soon as my foot stepped out and touched the rug reality would shake me up! I would have to return back to the real world where my body and mind no longer connected with the world.

There I stood wanting more time and less pain. Wishing I was brave enough to finally make those decisions come to life. Wishing time would stand still and the steam would continue.

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About travelingeyes

As I explore what this world has to offer me I share every moment with good friends and family. With a heart as big as the world I help many and love with all my being. Laughing is my drug, I get my fix from my amazing, hilarious and loving family. "Woodstock" is my nickname! Peace and Love.... Optimistic and laid back.... I picture life as a road map and make every moment in life memorable.... Crazy, Funny, Spontaneous, and Cute! View all posts by travelingeyes

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