Beautiful Girl

Beautiful soul, beautiful girl. Worry less about what tomorrow will bring and be present in the moment. Enjoy the simple laughter that echoes through your own voice as joy fills the air. Right here, right now is where you ought to be. Fearless of what the future may hold as it is never promised. Be here! Be present! Become a believer in yourself and all the good around you. Beautiful soul smile a little more as your smile is what lights up the room and turns gloom into sunshine. Beautiful soul, become the sunshine in the storm and live for right now. Love passionately and forgive often. Never allow doubt and fear interfere with your present days. My beautiful soul, how I wish you’d hear these words. Then maybe so, you’d smile a little more.



I’ve always wanted to ask you this one question. So now I’ll just respond to the question as if you were asking me.

What is it you ask? Well it’s the way you look at me. As if I have your full attention. The way you touch me,

You know every inch of me and it excites me. I love how you randomly touch me, as a sign of reassurance that you’re right by my side.

Our conversations brighten my thoughts of the many adventures I wanted to take with you, and only you.

My mind would get lost in the stories you’d tell me about your family. I’d imagine myself there and picture every moment you mentioned.

I simply enjoyed you. From your music selection to our random nights at the pool. Better yet, the nights you’d just kiss me on my lips.

My biggest joy was seeing you happy. When you were happy, so was I. My heart beamed!

There’s so much more…


Loving you was was the easy part. Loving you came natural and each day I thought of better ways to show you how much I loved you. Each day bought sunshine to my heart and made my days go by faster knowing you were by my side. Loving you was easy.

Keeping you on the other hand, that was difficult. I couldn’t change your ways and I didn’t want to. There was a fire within you that I seemed to never want to put out. You were the pilot to my heat and I was sprung. It was never lust, always love.

Loving you came natural but, keeping you was the hardest part of maintaining our happiness. As hard as I fought it was never my decision to make. But, if I could do it all over again I’d love you a little harder because sometimes a little more love goes a long way.

Silence of the Night

There I sat in silence listening to the conversations of the night as the wind whispered through my screened window. At night while all the world is dreaming their best dreams, I sat up and listened to the sounds that would create the words I write or the stories I desire to tell.

Tonight I listen as cars pass through the street faster than their limit. Music blaring out of a car’s windows. A female’s laughter filling the air and the sound of my fingers pressing on the keyboard.

As I listen I think. I think of all the love stories I have yet to create and all the pain that sits within me. As I write I listen as the night transforms into a mysterious world of life, love and laughter.


One by one like a rose determining love.

He loves me, he loves me not.

With every try I lose a pedal.

He loves me, he loves me not.

With each one I learn something new about myself.

He loves me, he loves me not.

My heart won’t give up until I get it right.

He loves me, he loves me not.

Or until…. There will be that last pedal to determine.

He loves me, he loves me not.

Soon I will be left with a stem and no pedals and hopefully that day it will say…. He loves me.

He loves me, he loves me not.

Get up

Wake up! Snap out of it!

You have a world ahead of you and nothing to stop you but yourself.

If there’s someone you love cheering you on thank them and let that person know everyday how much you love them.

Life is funny but, love will help you through it.

Conquer the day and conquer your life.



I want to sit outside and listen to the wind as it breezes by my ears, yet it’s too cold outside.

I want to sit outside and inhale the night’s wind but, the temperature is mighty brisk.

I want to sit outside lay my head on your lap and watch as the stars begin the shape my thoughts, yet it’s too cold outside.

I want to sit out there at night with you on the bench. Away from it all. Away from them all, yet this weather won’t allow it.

I want to sit outside with you by my side, yet you’re no longer here to share this smoke break with.

Besides, it’s too cold outside.